Call her

I was talking to Sayaka until 6 a.m. in the morning.

We have lots of things to talk.

The Definition of Drug.

Drug.

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A drug is any substance (other than food that provides nutritional support) that, when inhaled, injected, smoked, consumed, absorbed via a patch on the skin, or dissolved under the tongue causes a temporary physiological (and often psychological) change in the body.^[2][3]

In pharmacology, a drug is a chemical substance of known structure, other than a nutrient of an essential dietary ingredient, which, when administered to a living organism, produces a biological effect.^[4] A pharmaceutical drug, also called a medication or medicine, is a chemical substance used to treat, cure, prevent, or diagnose a disease or to promote well-being.^[2] Traditionally drugs were obtained through extraction from medicinal plants, but more recently also by organic synthesis.^[5] Pharmaceutical drugs may be used for a limited duration, or on a regular basis for chronic disorders.^[6]

Pharmaceutical drugs are often classified into drug classes—groups of related drugs that have similar chemical structures, the same mechanism of action(binding to the same biological target), a related mode of action, and that are used to treat the same disease.^[7][8] The Anatomical Therapeutic Chemical Classification System (ATC), the most widely used drug classification system, assigns drugs a unique ATC code, which is an alphanumeric code that assigns it to specific drug classes within the ATC system. Another major classification system is the Biopharmaceutics Classification System. This classifies drugs according to their solubility and permeability or absorption properties.^[9]

Psychoactive drugs are chemical substances that affect the function of the central nervous system, altering perception, mood or consciousness.^[10] They include  alcohol, a depressant (and a stimulant in small quantities), and the stimulants nicotine and caffeine. These three are the most widely consumed psychoactive drugs worldwide^[11] and are also considered recreational drugs since they are used for pleasure rather than medicinal purposes.^[12] Other recreational drugs include hallucinogens, opiates and amphetamines and some of these are also used in spiritual or religious settings. Some drugs can cause addiction^[13] and all drugs can have side effects.^[14] Excessive use of stimulants can promote stimulant psychosis. Many recreational drugs are illicitand international treaties such as the Single Convention on Narcotic Drugs exist for the purpose of their prohibition.

Love is Drug.

Talking to John makes me think about the relationship with her again.

I know what he says to me is exactly what I talked to her this morning.

"What if you die?"

Yes, I need to make her live without me, yes.

However, I just wish to stay with her for now.

For now?

You won't stay with her forever?

I will.

I do.

I only can prove by the actions.

I don't open my mouth but hands.

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Action speak louder than words.

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As John teaches me, I mean, the English phrase.

Not by words, but by action.

As my grandmother's sister tells me, action is the Truth.

T truth.

T truth.

T truth.

Bit T  TRUTH.

You already know the Truth.

World is made by LOVE.

Everything is LOVE.

What you see is LOVE.

LOVE of someone.

LOVE of you.

LOVE of us.

One.

One.

One.

You are the One.

We are the One.

You and we are the One.

One is the unite.

I met your mother again!

I am so glad to see you again, Sasha!

I now know the reason you smell like a baby.

Sasha drinks 豆乳 (soy beans drink).

She tells me that I am like a puppy again.

Words are just words.

Dear Son

She texted me last night.

I should have replied since I was with someone.

I did not pay attention what she wrote.

I feel sorry for that.

If I have next chance, I would definitely listen to your mother.

We have lots of discussion about the attitudes of both.

I barely expect me to do anything but still you know.

I feel secure and totally fine if I am homeless and have no money.

However, since we get married recently, I should behave in a nice way.

What marriage is about.

I ponder.

I wonder.

I *onder.

I *****.

Words have power.

Words have power.

Words have power.

Don't allow to power to take you.

Initiate the power for yourself.

Words are just words, nothing else.

Don't take the words seriously.

I love Sasha, and I love you, Son.

I hope you will find a partner too.

Chances are 6 people on the planet.

Statistically speaking, you have chances.

Don't miss the chance.

Just be prepared for that.

You know

Sometimes you have to do it to protect your children and wife.

Sometimes you have to kill yourself to survive in the community.

Sometimes you have to spend with your annoying coworkers.

Yet you get money for that. For that business, you know.